"Are you okay?"
That's all they say.
And I leave behind
These words in my mind.
I'm broken, I'm dying.
Inside, I'm crying.
There are wounds beneath my skin.
There are trials I face within.
There are things I just can't say.
There are people I must betray.
Beneath a smile, I feel pain.
Behind the sun, there's always a little rain.
And beneath these words I hold in my head...
There's always the thing I say instead.
I leave the truth behind..
So when they say, "are you okay?"
I always say, "I'm fine."
Slide the blade across your wrist.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Stop.
"Doesn't it hurt?"
I can't feel anything.
"A little."
Punch your own stomach.
Harder.
Harder.
Does it hurt yet?
Yes.
Keep going.
"Why do you do that?"
The pain makes me feel alive.
"I don't know."
Stare.
Cry.
Scream.
Stop.
Keep staring.
"What's wrong with you?"
I'm dead inside.
"Nothing."
"Emotional freak."
I'm just depressed.
"Sorry."
Stare at your arms.
Your stomach.
Your waist.
Your thighs.
"What are you doing?"
I'm ugly.
"Never mind."
"Attention seeker."
I just have low self esteem.
"I'm sorry."
Cuts.
Scars.
Tears.
Emotions.
"Emo."
"Scene girl."
"Psycho."
I'm just human
I never laugh.
I never smile.
I never speak.
I am too 'shy'.
What they did to me,
It was too hard.
I wasn't strong enough,
In my heart, it is dark.
I want to see them bleed.
I want to see them cry.
I want to kill them .
Just let me try.
I'm not that weak,
I can do that.
I tell you what's wrong with me,
I am mad.
It makes me happy,
Happy, too see them cry.
I would just laugh at them,
And show them my insane smile.
Yes, maybe I am insane,
One day I'll kill them.
I show them how it is to suffer,
Who's that helpless child then?
They'll all be dead soon.
And they'll see,
see and regret,
everything that they did to me.
1. What would you do if right now the love of your life walked in and asked you to marry him/her?
I wish i had one..
2. Do you trust your friends?
No becouse i don't really have "Real" friend..
3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Yes!.. Yes i whould!
4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
No.. Everything happens like the way you make it happen.
5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
-Lying
-Cheating
6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
None, because i have none..
7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
No, because Everyon
Stupid cancer... Some of us want a new house, or a new car, or a new phone, but someone battling cancer wants one thing, to win the battle. 97% of my friends wont repost this, but 3% will. Let's see who does. Please repost this in honour of someone who lost their battle, or for someone fighting it now.
Taken from Bluehorizon89.